Burping Alexa turns out to be rather enjoyable... I never liked having to burp babies. Most of the time, it takes forever to burp them. Sometimes, they regurgitate on you.

But lately, I'm beginning to treasure the time that I hold Alexa in my arms, over my shoulder burping her. I would slide her down and let her rest on my chest if she's fallen asleep. And that is one precious moment I'd love to keep. Sometimes I'd whisper how much I love her into her ears. Sometimes I'd lay my hand on her head and pray over her. Sometimes I'd just hug her tightly and simply enjoy our private quiet time.

Calvin and I have decided that we're stopping at two, unless God thinks otherwise. So I'm treasuring ever moment I have with my little precious infant. I'd probably not have another chance to hold a 1.5 month old baby so closely, smell her like I'm a pervert, kiss her all over and watch her as she quietly breathes in her sweet slumber.

As much as she tires me out and drains me dry, I know I'm gonna miss this stage of her life as she rapidly grows... Alexa, Mommy loves you so much! Thank God for blessing us with such a beautiful bundle of joy.