Just went online to nyp website to check on my application. "Unsuccessful" is the answer. Nonetheless, I know my God has the best plan for me and He will chase the blues away. God, show me the way and lead me.

I've been thinking about my career, my future. Is this what I wanna do my whole life? Meaningless bitching just to get things done; enduring the constant lying from behind me; dealing with many brainless people around; managing demanding requests every now & then... actually, come to think of it, things seem to be getting better EXCEPT for the constant lying. Have you ever met anyone who lies through the teeth & thinks everyone else can't see through those lies? Have you ever met anyone who consciously, subconsciously and unconsciously lies ALL the time? I happened to have met someone like that and my endurance level is undergoing massive tests right now!! How can anyone live without INTEGRITY??

Anyway, I've got soooo many beautiful things happening in my life right now, and that BFL just ain't gonna affect my beautiful life! :)

Mood check: COOL